D1

 D seeks what he believes is his right.
He'll show the world (and himself) he's not the loser they all believe him to be.
He knows this story will make him.
The scripts of the movie have been sent off, he just has to wait for the movie of his life to proceed.




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I've finally finished this fucking story.
This'll show 'em!
They always thought I was a loser- incompetent.
Let's see how they do figuring out this one!
I'll get it published, become rich and famous and respected-
they'll think I must have a great imagination to invent stuff like this.
If only they knew the truth...


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PUZZLES


1) ONE MAIN PUZZLE IS THAT ONE OF THE PERSONALITIES HAS BURIED MONEY FROM A ROBBERY, BUT THE DETAILS OF THIS ARE BURIED/HIDDEN WITHIN THE FORTRESS OF THE MIND!!!  :)

2) THE 'PAPER' PERSON/LEGAL IDENTITY, DOUG, IS COMPLETELY AMNESIAC.
WHO IS (or isn't!) HE?



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If the survivor finds structures inside, it will help for them first of all to try and realize WHY they are there. What purpose do they serve? To reinforce amnesia? Isolation? spiritual programming? punishment? To hold dangerous programming sequences? This is important, since some structures such as internal walls or barriers may have been created not only by the abuser, but reinforced by the survivor as well, as a means of internal protection. The survivor may not want to dismantle internal structures too quickly without knowing their purpose and what they contain. Both the survivor and the therapist will need to go slowly.

Learning how the structures were put in and which alters are linked to the structure, will be a first step. Long, slow and careful preparation, with lots of system cooperation, will be needed to look at some structures. This may only come after years of extensive therapy. Each survivor will progress at their own pace. If a wall is present, taking it down slowly, one brick at a time, or allowing part of it to become semi permeable, may be first steps in healing. Training rooms can have the equipment turned off and dismantled; it can be turned into a safe room, redecorated and refitted with toys and safe objects. Computers can slowly begin to realize that they are human, and gradually allowed to take on human characteristics. 



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“Each alter personality had a common goal and raison d'etre, namely my survival. They didn't all realize that though, and so were at odds with each other much of the time. So I continued to be fragmented and divided.”  


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 OUR BRAIN DOES NOT DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN 'REAL' AND IMAGINED EXPERIENCE, SO WHY SHOULD WE?!   LOL